At last… it is november. The month that I like, partially it is because my birthday coming :p, weather getting cooler, christmas coming… plus unknown factors :x.

Life lately is definitely not smooth for me. Work is up and down, can’t really focus hard on one thing. Church stuff is cutting my throat… Really need a break sometimes. Think not only me who is having this thinking right? Don’t regret what I did especially for the church. Although really sometimes too much for me to handle but it is sure fun and fulfilling sometimes.

Can serve God is a good thing. When you serve, you need to focus the same way you did for your work. Don’t drag or finding excuses. Who knows one day something happen to you and that’s it. What have you achieve? Have been pushing myself hard to present the best to God.

Sometimes I saw my fellow mates leaving God further and further. I felt so sad, no point telling them… doing this, cannot like that. They won’t listen any more as they are so busy in their life. How I wish I could sent them the videos that God helped them and guide them.

May God guide me and show his path, not being a sunday christian only but full time christian.